Memories and stuff

I’ve started making current memories from Nathan’s past ones. It’s been 8 years in April and until recently, I couldn’t bare to part with his stuff. Just one more reminder that losing him wasn’t a nightmare that I would eventually wake up from. This memory bear is made from the short he is wearing in the photo and jeans that I had neatly piled in my “Nathan” space. All of the things I have left is his are just as he left them. Button up shirts with the sleeves rolled up, half used cologne, tattered school papers and framed diploma. All reminders that he lived a full life. He went to school, loved to hunt and cherished his cruise vacations with friends. Nathan was happy.